This is something that I think about quite often when I
reflect upon the resurrection and ascension of our Lord. I often wonder what it was like for the
apostles, friends and family of Jesus when he told them that he would be
leaving them once again after rising from the dead. I mean, really, that had to feel like their
heart tearing in two all over again. As
I was thinking about this, I remembered a prayer that I submitted to be
published in a book of prayers which I was lucky enough to help create with
students and administration of John F. Kennedy Catholic School, Kennedy Prays. I would like to share the prayer which I
wrote for the second Glorious Mystery, The Ascension.
I feel
such peace in Your presence but now You say You must go. Your father awaits
You. I am afraid to be without You again. Yet – as You rise to the Heavens – to
Your father – the Peace remains with me. You have left part of Yourself here.
You reside within me! Thank you! Hallelujah!
When Jesus was crucified
under Pontius Pilate, suffered death and was buried, his mother, family members
and friends were left with a terrible sense of loss. Their world was ripped in two just as surely
as was the temple. Three days of
darkness and their world opened back up again just like the gates of heaven
when Jesus stood in their midst in the upper room. They came to realize that indeed he was the
Son of God. After spending 40 glorious
days once again in his presence, he tells them he must go. Did they beg him to stay? I wonder.
I tend to think that this
separation did not bear the same agony as his death; for they could now be
certain that he was going to prepare a place for them in heaven. This separation brought them hope that they
would be reunited with Jesus in the kingdom of God.
This is a hope to which I
cling, especially since my mother went home to heaven. I long for the day to be reunited with her in
the presence of the Holy One. Until
then, I will do my best to . . .
“live in a manner worthy of the calling you
have received, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with
one another through love, striving to preserve the unity of the Spirit through
the bond of peace.”
Ephesians 4:2-3
Shalom,
Tina
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